milkyway17

Hi everyone So me and my boyfriend are back together now. (For the third time.) Granted, we were only broken up for about a month or so. I tried LC but I didn't do too well at NC or anything. Then we decided to hang out, as friends, but then sparks flew and well we decided to try working things out. It's been a little over a month now that we've been back together. Fingers crossed for having it last! Hope I'm not jinxing it...heh.

Hii... It's been almost a week. But only two days since we last talked, I guess. Since the little convo we had in anthropology on Tuesday. I can't believe it's only been so little time... and I miss you like crazy. Don't you miss me too? Are you going to text me on Christmas? I wish we could talk...

I just read this whole thread today...haha. It made me feel better though, but I hope I'm not getting any false hopes. The BU is still VERY fresh, less than a week... But this is the second BU, the first time, he said he was unsure about how he was feeling and he didn't think he could see a future with me (even though we are both just 16). Then a week after the first BU, he said he missed me and wanted me back, and of course I said okay... But three weeks later, he broke up with me again. He said things were just too uncomfortable with him. I think it was my problem because I jumped right back into the relationship, wanting everything to start from where we left off, and back to how everything used to be. He was confused and unsure about everything he was feeling and what he was doing, and I think I pressured him too much and made him uncomfortable and made him leave me again. Well, now I know, the basic consensus is that I need to try my best to move on. If there are chances of reconciliation, which I hope for, we both have to grow and change and fix. The relationship can't be the same as before, and I need to be patient and ease into it. For now, I know I need to move on best I can and don't expect a reconciliation because that will hinder me. If I move on, then I'll be happy, whether it be single, with a new man, or back with him. Moving on with my life is the first step I can take. I know all this, but now I have to believe it. 'Cause what I want more than anything right now is to be back with him...of course.

Please change all your passwords. You were always the one who had to help me control myself, huh? How could you move on so fast? Do you ever think of me? Does anything remind you of me? I'm always thinking about you. Too many things remind me of you. I miss you. How am I supposed to feel when I find out about you and her? I need to stop looking. Self torture. I thought you guys would take it slow though. Well, I don't know. What did you do? I don't want to know. I want to know. I don't.