sam26

well she told me that the next day she was alright and that we could chill... so i went and that was it, well its over now and i guess ill just let this one pass, she was serious when she told me about everything... guess i wont take it seriously from now on, thanks for the advice tho

called her and she told me that she wasnt serious and she was drunk, on the phone she was kinda quiet... all the words that she told me, all the things... cant believe it... is it like that or was she evil? sent her a last message expressing my feelings... told her i was sad. feel too bad to get a boner... cant just jump into porn yo! she slept in my arms, all that gone forever eh? i guess i gotta expect bullcrap from now on... cuz they are way too real...

i was dead serious about it and i believe she was too, i dont want it to be a one night, i was wondering if it was

i met a girl at a bar, she was cute, we started all weird by discussing something, but things started to move on and she started getting attracted to me(me too), things moved really fast and we started making out, we were really drunk.... time passed we talked alot with lil kisses in between, then it was time for me to leave, i told her that my friend was going to take me home and if i dont go with him i wont make it home and id be screwed.... she seriously wanted me to be with her.... i really couldnt be with her... i wanted to but i knew it wouldnt happen.... all the sudden a stranger listens to our conversation and gives me 10 dollars.... he says stay for her, and use this for your cab... i never thought there was somebody so nice to do such thing.... i didnt know how to thank him... i was so happy, it was cold and all that, she called a cab and took me to her house.... we slept together and it all happened, she always replied i hope you do, whenever i said i really like her alot... next day she was working and told me she was going to finish her job at 3 so i went there and she had a change of plans because her job stretched to 7 and she would be busy and tired... so after work she told me she wanted to sleep.... alright with that... after all that i dont know... my stomach hurts everytime i think about her... and i start going crazy about everything... shes leaving in 6 days(she told me at the bar) to another state in the same country but its damm far.... i knew that, i really wish her happiness and all good things.... i apologized for doing "you know what" on the same day... i felt really bad, i shouldnt had done that.... she seemed fine with it, but not me its not rite.... she read it and said it was fine and that she was really busy and all that... she told me she would add me and talk to me on msn.... she never added me, it was all today, we traded a few messages on myspace... she read my messages and did not answer the rest... was it a game? my friends said that at bars. theres many chicks who do one night stands and they are fine with it, to me it sounded cool but at this situation i really hope it wasnt that.... if it is... it was too real, it didnt smell like it didnt feel like it.... i am suffering rite now im making a big deal out of it... but it was really special, it was happiness... now i dont know how to deal with myself and i really wish i could just pass out, disconnect my cables so that i feel better... and forget whats happening.... it was all coincidence and it was all a miracle.... but eh, i guess i gotta get used to all this eh? i hope i can make my feelings and emotions disappear so that i dont have to suffer anymore

well they are from other countries and different languages, since i speak 4 languages she can only speak one, so its not possible for her to communicate with my friends.

well i broke up and its really over, but i still believe that shes very wrong, i cant meet my friends because they live in brazil or they are just online friends... so theres no special relationship in them, they are good friends who are fun to talk with. and she dosnt accept that, its like cheating to her... gibberish i love her more than anything, but i just cant do such thing

hello people, this is my first post on this site. its an interesting site where all the people share emotions and feelings. anyways my gf is a very jealous person, she hates me talking to my female friends(ive known them since elementary school) and she broke up with me because i wouldnt eliminate them off my list, saying that your friends are more important than i am, i thought a person that dosnt know how to respect ones friends are not good people... it is nobodys right to take away friendship, and shes a heavy feminist so when it comes to women it all goes to hell... i see all people equally friends are friends, no matter what gender what age they are friends. i dont want to throw away my friendship for someone selfish that wants to get rid of ones friends... how do you people think? am i wrong? i have many good friends that are dating other people and they all have serious relations ship, they live in far away countries and i might never see them in person again. i think its very unfair