I know exactly how you feel, my ex use to live by me and we were going out and I loved him with all my heart but then he moved an hour away which isnt far but we never saw each other and he didnt drive yet and neither did I. So he broke it off, and I was so hurt i couldnt live without him, we were friends then, but it hurt cuz I never saw him and I still loved him with everything I got. So a month went by, and he asked me out again.....I was so happy......but we faught alot....so he dumped me again..i was so devistated. He said we were through that time.....all were gonna be was friends for now on...but he didnt see I loved him....so 2 months went by and again we went out......this time he seemed so close to me, and he acted like I was the best he ever had. I loved him so much but since he lived an hour away I kinda didnt trust him, so he broke up with me again.....I messed up. And I still love him and im sorry i cant tell u if youll ever get over the seperation cuz Im still not over him