Hi, this is my first time ever posting in a forum. But I am desperate. My boyfriend and I have been together for two and a half years. We met on mere coincedence and never would of thought we would make it this long. But we fell madly in love with each other and here we are. The only thing is, he just left for college yesterday and I am a total mess without him. I am a home-schooled student in my senior year of high school and won't be graduating until the end of this year. Since I didn't go to traditional high school I had no other friends but him. We were extremly close and now I feel lost. I don't know what to do with myself. I have been crying for the last two days. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I don't think I can make it without him near me. He was my support; my everything. It was as if he was my skeleton and without him a am just a puddle of emotions. He is constantly on my mind. Everywhere I go it reminds me of him; of us. I feel like I can't escape these emotions. I want to know will these feelings ever go away. Will I ever be able to cope with him being so far from me? I need to know. I am lost without him.
