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I've been good friends with this girl since pretty much my whole life, but ever since about mid-last year, we became even closer..... yet now, i feel like she's been avoiding me, ever since about easter this year..... its difficult to call her, because her parents are always on the phone, and she doesn't reply to her emails, or even a letter which i sent her...... yet she used to almost every day..... i did really like her at one stage, and told her about my feelings (for a second time) in april, and she said she didnt like me back, and i was fine and that, but now i feel like she doesn't want to associate with me..... ive just found out that she's started a new email --- I dont know how long she's had it for--...... is she avoiding me? does she find me annoying? i can only hope that it is a simple mistake, like she forgotten.... but I must be honest ... the chances of that are minimal.... so what should I do? give up? forget her? but i don't want to completely lose our friendship, and it appears thats what's happening.... or should I email her, but then what should I say??? I just don't know what to do! Some advice would be greatly appreciated....... thankyou

yes, thanks for your replies, I do see what your saying.... but isnt there any way I can gain more confidence, and be more open etc, you know what i mean?

It might sound weird, but I'm beginning to be unsure of my true personality.... at my school (all boys) my friends see me as loud and noisy and lively whereas, when im with girls, who are just as good friends, (some even better), im quiet... so they think im the opposite of what my friends at school think.... so, what do you people think is more likely to be my true personality? and if its the first one, how can I get myself to open up and be my true self around the girls, especially the one that i quite like? thankyou

hello all i'm kind of in a situation. In the next week I have a dance/social thing on, and i've invited my best friend, who said she could come. But the thing is, i really really like, maybe even in love with her. I'm not sure if she still thinks i am, but the last time I told her was at the beginning of this year, and I havent mentioned my feelings for her since. So it is possible that she may think that I have gotten over her. But anyhow, do you think I should try again and tell her/show her how I feel about her, or do you think I should just leave it be? If any of you think I should tell/show, what should I do? btw for those who think I should just get over her, I have tried to get over her, but nothing seems to work.....