on an update, she came by yesterday to talk about this,she wasnt planing on it. even though she said she would, but after calling her and explaining she owes me at least a 5 min convo in person be4 she makes any decisions she decided to come by.i explained to her that what we were goin through is pretty minor relationship problems, nothing that cant be worked out,that im willing to adjust to keep her in my life. when i asked her to please give me the god honest truth as to wether or not she still wants to be with me at all or if shes jsut trying to let me down easy, she said,she doesnt want to break up with me,because she doesnt want to lose me,and shell miss me too much,she just needs some time to think, so the would be 5 minute convo turned into 2-3 hour convo where she went from kinda givin me a cold shoulder in the beginning to relaxing a bit,laughing with me and holding me by the end.im not sure if asking her to come over was a good idea,i know she didnt want to at first ,but i felt she owed me that.pretty much this visit ended with me saying that i wont contact her for a bit,so she can take her time to think,and that when shes ready, she can call me,if she wants to call me,and that if she didnt its ok. i really wouldnt feel ok if she didnt call me again it just seemed like the right thing to say at the time. i just hope i did the right thing by having her come over,it prolly didnt help to let her see me get emotional,now begins the hard process of not callin her, well see what happens