for the past 3 months i have been interstate for work related reasons i still call my girlfriend and talk to her all the time my closest mates are always with her and they tell me everything.
a couple of weeks ago one of my best mates made out with my girlfriend.
i found out on friday
although another one of my mates had told me previously that he thought this had happened when i asked her about it she threw a tantram and denied it.
then on friday she came right out and told me and that she was sorry and all that.
she has now ordered that we go on a break until i fly back in ( which is the 26th april)
she says she still loves me and wants to be with me but she wants " freedom" my understanding of it is she wants to go out and have other guys do things to her that only i should be doing considering we are in a realationship but she says no?
i dont know what to do.... i hate my best mate and my girlfriend i dont know.... but what if i do return and the thought that she had a fling with a mate a close mate just wont let me feel the same way even though i am head over heels in love with her.
we have been together for close to 3 years now if that helps