BBHFutureAllAmerican

i've only been in 2 real relationships n i don't say a word to either one of them but i was friends with them before we got invovled but now i honestly have nothing to say to them one has been about a year since we broke up n the other one has been about 3 months n still don't even think i need to say hi to them in the hallways

i'm looking into putting air jodan's jumpman23 logo on my bicep in college maybe that phase will pass but we'll see

i like the word lunch

i'm out partying a lot and i'm not happy about it the next day but when the moment strikes it just goes so if that makes me a bad person i'm sorry but i really do respect ladies who want their virginity until marriage that's totally cool

is it wrong?

too far gone?

it's been way to long?

why spin in circles

we are one tonight

just don't drop the hand of even slight

this is my chance to take flight

does that work?

on the L train in chicago was another place i got on at belmont and then she ended up getting on from addison n we made a couple trips around the city another good one was in the walk-in cooler at my old job as a bus boy

1. I am proud of my true friends for respecting and understanding my deciscions

2. I am proud of my religion and it's teachings.

3. I am proud of that I have the ability to be able to be a simple person or complex person when the situation calls for it

4. I am proud that people CAN actually get along

5. I am proud of people who stand alone but still fight for it when they know it's right.

7. I like being able to make people laugh, but also know how to cope with there feelings.

8. I am proud of my GPA 3.6 (show off, i know )

9. I am proud that you didn't notice there was no number 6

10. I am proud that when I was in middle school, I could still get along with the seniors

11. I am disappointed that elementary kids have no respect for upperclassmen.

12. I am delighted that PRSOV started this thread

13. I am glad that the University of Iowa is in the top 50 of colleges for psychology.

for me i can only write about the wrong things in my life, because through poetry and song is the only way i can really truly get my feelings out and it helps a lot and when i write i always listen to atmosphere because his lyrics definitley hit a spot with me

haha sally with me there is no not hanging out there will be hanging out or chilling whichever you prefer

i understood it, you can't lose your virginity to a hooker it's just not the same thing as with someone you care for........or at a party.....

i know that feeling all too well or when you ask if you wanna do something because they say they're bored and you ask what do you wanna do and they say they don't know so when that happens i just go find some other friends to hang with

especially after watching oprah that one day n that one hooker had 15 clients in one day

i never would i try to stay clean mentally and physically

haha ok this actually happened this summer when i was up in oakland for basketball and i met this girl and her dad had keys to the A's baseball field and the A's were out of town that weekend and it was about 2 in the morning and we went out onto the field right on the pitcher's mound and every time i watch barry zito pitch i laugh and laugh and my parents always look at me funny oooooooooh what a great time

what i learned to do to get a good set of abs is to do squats or hip sled 3 days out of the week (just do a whole lifting regimen) then the off days do about 45-60 minutes of cardio but switch it up between running biking and swimming heck dancing works too but just make sure to mix it up else your body gets used to it and you don't see as much results but you need to burn more calories than you take in to get this stay away from alcohol, pop (or soda depending on your location) fast food, mayonaise, all that bad stuff, but weight training is most important, just don't do it, everything in moderation (no i don't have a personal trainer)

for an athlete yes

i'm short (5'11) but i make up for it with my build and the charm so i guess your friend being a big guy does help cuz it definitely works for me

this is one i wrote after my last break up for some reason i'm not even bummed about it but i felt it needed to be written because it just flowed so naturally

Whatever I said

Whatever I did

I have no regrets

I feel no shame

I feel no pain

The more I start to think

The more I drift away from it all

This isn't all I have to say

I swore never to leave

You're still wearing my heart on your sleeve

Nothing to hide

Didn't give me a chance

so I got back into my game

I didn't even lose a step in it

You did open my eyes

to realize

What you held me back from

Without you

There's nothing I can't do

Won't do

Hope you're happy

Cause I won't ever look back to you

congratulations on that, us asthmatics greatly appreciate it and good luck through the rest of the journey man

to tell you the truth i really have nothing to say to her, and i couldn't care any less if she does want to talk to me

but is it normal for me not to want any contact from her for a while?

that's what she said she wanted it to be and the more i think about it the more that's what i really want to be too

well last night my girl friend cut it off after just 3 months, and i'm really confused because we had a really great time saturday she even told me she did but last night she said she wasn't feeling anything more than a friendship anymore and she was sorry for leading me on like she did, but the thing is i'm not really disappointed by it and i'm just confused on how i should be feeling right now, because i'm not mad sad or scared or anything

more of a rant but any input would be appreciated

she decided to cut it off with me

well nevermind i've got it all straightened it out it's not going any where and i'm cool with that