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I made out with my friend.. and it's really not healthy.. he's a guy .. if only i could turn back the time. well for me, it was just for experience but it was the horrible thing that i've ever done.. yah we're still friends but he's some kind emotionally attached w/ me, w/c i don't really like. I know he is just physically attracted. So please think twice..

thanx Lostinmythoughts... yah, i guess that would be the best solution. I told him that i'm gonna find a new job.. he was so devastated and he wanted me to stay. 2 days ago he texted me that he don't want to lose our friendship.. i also value it. My ex asked my resume so he can submit it to the company he's working for, btw, my ex doesn't have any idea what i'm going through. And i'm thinking about it, but i don't think working with my ex is a good solution though. of course i'm not gonna leave my job without a new job for practical reasons.

hi! this is my first time to post a thread.. and i find this site helpful. Anyway i met this guy for about 8 months, we are workmates and by the way he's my boss. For the first three months it was really a bad start for us maybe because of personality differences like he always misinterpret my actions, like if i don't talk to him, he assumes that i hate him, then i would say sorry and tell him that i am busy with my work. I am really a good subordinate but it just that i don't feel like talking to him when i'm at work and this guy likes to talk to his subordinates (which is really good in building a great bond for our team). For the first three months, he would always ask me if he did something wrong, and i would explain to him that nothing's wrong and everything is fine.. this boss of mine is pretty sensitive. After talking about it, the flow of our friendship becomes great. I feel comfortable with him. And i would tell him my ups and downs with my ex-bf. He would give great suggestions because he's married. I know how much he love his wife but they are miles apart for 7 years. they see only 30 days in a year. i really don't want to be close to him since that would give a bad interpretation from my workmates , i even told him and he said he understands me but i don't think so because he always stay and talks to me at my work area. He even took my home phone number and calls me. He invited me to watch movie. and if i refuse to he would say that he's hurt coz i refused. but he's really such a good friend and i don't give malice for every actions he made. He always hold my hands and gives me a hug. I told him that it's OK to hold my hands and hug me but not always because it's really not proper for us since he have a wife. I always end up pushing him away when he hug me but he would talk to me and explain that he only wanted a friend like me. so sometimes i let him hug me. One day, we talked and i told him to stop holding my hands and giving me a hug. He promised and he kissed my lips. I asked him why he kissed me, he said that he was sorry. After few days, it seems he broke his promise and do the same thing. It even got worse, he would kiss my neck, smell my hair.. i know it's really not good but we ended up kissing together. I got so guilty and i talked to him that he has a wife and so the kiss for us is nothing and we cheated. He agreed. He was sorry because he initiated it, i told him too that it won't happen if i didn't kissed back. he explained that he is really affectionate to me as a friend. and he gives importance to our friendship and he doesn't want to lose it. One day i told him that i still love my ex and my ex back wants me back. This guy friend was shocked and asked me why.. he doesn't want the idea.. i told that if he's my friend then he would be happy for me. he said that he is happy but sad a bit because he can't anymore hang out with me in case. Few days after, we talked and he pulled me again and we kissed, and it was really a long kiss. After kissing me he said that he was sorry... i don't understand why he always do that. I really wanted to believe that he wants a friend.. but i don't know if he's using me. I'm so down. i told him it's really not healthy for us and he said that he would do his best to make our friendship work without hugging and kissing me. I just don't understand why he's doing that.. and right now when i'm at work i just wanted to quit my job. Please help me.

Hi everybody.. i'm 22 years old... been in love with my best friend.. she's 24.my life revolved around her... gave everything she wanted.. i didn't tell about my feelings for her.. because it would be a big big mistake... so i just kept it. yeah it was pretty hard to get rid of this feeling. but yeah i did it. She's straight and i'm bi... and she just got married with her boyfriend.. no communication with her for months was a big help. she's living in another state now. I know it was hard for us since we're best friend but i'm happy now. I just keep myself busy ...