rockoutgoth

*Ok I'm sorry, but this is and isn't in the right topic..* OK well...what do you do when you are in love with your best friend?!?!? (I'm a girl and hes a guy) Just to set that straight. And what if when you feel like you displease them you harm yourself?!?!? As in cutting... Right now I feel terrible...When my best friend likes a girl I get really, butt-hurt and I have this awful feeling and it just won't go away..I try to keep it in and not deal with it most of the time, but when it comes out I get super depressed....When I do this I cry and cut and write.... He knows that I like him....And I try to act and make myself not, but I feel that I really love him...More than I could love anyother....I love him for who he is..And him just for being him.... *Once again I'm sorry if this is in 1/2 the wrong section...I just picked one*

To me it sounds like he could be accepting who you really are now and that your gonna love him, no matter what he does. It seems as before he thought you could just get over with it, but now he understands it a bit more. i'm not sure how, but i'm sure things will work out for you.

Ok well...this might be a bit long and if it is i'm sry..and this is my first time posting.. Ok well, I have this friend that I started hanging out with like last year when he started going out with my friend. Well after they broke up he still hung out with us, but he didn't talk much..for some reason we always asked him why but he'd just like shrug his sholders...Ok well now it's this year and were're still hanging out, but he talks to me a lot more, in fact a lot more than anyone... well like this year we became sorta best friends and well i guess well I started to like him.. and told him eventully cause he keeped bugging me about who i liked...Well nothing really changed we kept hanging out and being best friends well..another one of my friends liked him and well it was super noticeable so he asked her out... and well now there going out and..it makes me feel so werid hanging out with him because since we all usually hang out together and well it just bugs me to see them cause there always holding hands now.. and he doesn't even talk that much anymore.. so all we really do is write notes to each other, but I can never think of anything to talk to him about anymore too. So I really don't know what to do cause I really like him and I know i'm jealous and I know that he knows that i like him still. I just don't know what to do and if anyone has any advice please tell me.. Plus I always act so happy around them now that it makes me feel like worse than I do.. Well sorry it's so long and I'm sorry if it doesn't make much sense. Thankz!