Sugar-Rush

Hey Babe! If this is how you truly feel, you should send that E-mail, it sounds very sensible and honest. To many ppl who split up fall out and you can't have too many good friends now can you. Word of advice though, she has made it really clear how she feels, so if you have any hope of getting back with her don't contact her, it'll only hurt you. Take care babe Suga xxx

Hey Guys, This is my first post, just found this website this morning and have been reading through lots of posts, everyone is so nice and friendly! I need a friend right now, its not that i don't have friends here, its just they don't seem to get me sometimes and they all have there own problems anyway! Okay, i don't really even know what i want to say to be honest. I've been with my man for 3 years now, and luckly all is very good for us. We have an open relationship, which a lot of people don't get. We have an understanding where by if we go out separately and get drunk or whatever we can spend the night with other people without upsetting one another. I know most people find this hard to understand but it truly used to work for us, most relationships fail due to one or other partner being unfaithful, we just believe perfect trust in each other is far more important than manogamy. Obviously if either of us had other long term partners behing each others back that would be so so wrong! Now i've just explained me "perfect" situation, heres the catch Recently all the guys i've been with ( thats only 2 in the past 6 months) i really like, i haven't slept with either of them partially because i like them so i feel it would be cheating on my boyfriend to be with these guys i'm actually really into...does that make any sense at all?! I've tried to talk to my b/f about it but he doesn't get it. He never gets jelous, which occasionally hurts because it can feel like he doesn't love me, i truly know he does love me and he's just very openminded. He wants me to be happy and i spose he thinks i need my space and freedom to be truly happy...which is true. Even though i'm fine with him being with other girls ( i don't see meaningless sex as a bad thing) he has only even been with 2 other girls in the whole of our relationship they were just one night things. I now just feel like my perfect relationship with my man can't be that perfect if i have strong feelings for 2 other men can it? I'm sorry if i sound selfish and self obbsessed i'm just really confused right now. Suga xxxx