hi.....i waz there a year ago and im stell geting out of it.... but there is people out there to help.....i mite seam like there arnt helping put it will give it time.....find some on that you can trust and confie in...... evin some time it help to cry it out.... and im sure you mom cares!!! evein it mite not look that way..... and try but on some music when you feeling down and YELLING along to the song...... feel free to email me of msn msg me