A painful goodbye do i bid.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Once again i look at the bowl,

Only a handull of fruit,

Though still i hate what i see,

My mouth closes shut, i've become mute.

 

Once again as i place the spoon to my mouth,

I chew so slowly,

Watching around,

Making sure i'm the only goalie.

 

People sit,

People stare,

As i break this piece of fruit,

Into a piece so rare.

 

I don't want to eat,

But i don't want not to,

I just want to be pretty,

Just want to feel like you.

 

How you can walk around,

Your head held so high,

I cannot eat,

I must continue to lie.

 

And if i'm forced,

To swallow such doom,

I will return to my haven,

The disgusting bathroom.

 

Here i'll let my worries,

Flow so free,

Get them out,

Of the ugly me.

 

One day you will see,

Oh how pretty i shall be,

You will wonder what i did,

While to my life, a painful goodbye do i bid.

[girl friend]

Beautiful, stunning, incredible, and so sad!

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Thankyou, girlfriend. Its so nice to have your comment.