Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 oh n just to say my parents dont leave me on my own that often since they hav found out bout me cutting, so its kinda a big deal for me to be on my own! Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 hello. i am new now. I used to be in germany living, but have in england lived for a while. Things have at many times been hard, and i havent not been strong. Sxc Gobby Lil Gal! your story seems hard. How do you feel in more recent? steffi serila Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 what do u mean by How do you feel in more recent? sorry if it seems and odd question but i hav difficulties understanding somethings. Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 well i saw post that you had on the other threads written. I wondered if you now feel better within yourself. steffi serilda Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 ummmm i dunno really i bit i supose why u ask that? Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 just i feel you have a hard time had. i care. i understand how things can be hard. i am always here to talk if you would like to talk with me Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 thnx, i always hav a hard time, but i will get round it all, as my best friend said we will always find away around everything! Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 your best mate said that. its nice do you see togeth much? Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 no we arnt really alowed to see much of each other, plus shes really ill in and out of hospital all the time Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 that is sad to hear. i feel sorry. Can you to eachother talk much or little. Link to comment
girl friend Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 Yeh keep calm, you'll be ok. How long has it been without cutting now? Proud of you kiddo Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 that is sad to hear. i feel sorry. Can you to eachother talk much or little. yeh we can talk most nights, we do see each other round school but tend not to talk to each other. Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 Yeh keep calm, you'll be ok. How long has it been without cutting now? Proud of you kiddo ummmm, 27 days today, god its getting harder and harder every day i dont know how i cope Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 7, 2007 Share Posted May 7, 2007 do you have good fun when you are with eachother talking? is she very ill, getting a better? Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 7, 2007 Author Share Posted May 7, 2007 do you have good fun when you are with eachother talking? is she very ill, getting a better? yeh we hav loadz of fun, yeh she is really ill, not geting better at the mo, but hopefully will be wen she can hav an oparation, Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 8, 2007 Share Posted May 8, 2007 what is with her wrong, if you dont mind me ask. Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 8, 2007 Author Share Posted May 8, 2007 she was really suicidel and she has a really bad heart problem and is allergic to loadz of things and always faints and stops breathing, loadz of things Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 10, 2007 Author Share Posted May 10, 2007 ok just so u know i hav gone a month without cutting well i did, i did it yesterday, i am kinda upset with myself, but im guuna try again. Link to comment
girl friend Posted May 11, 2007 Share Posted May 11, 2007 Hey hey! A month is dam brilliant girl! Just think of how far you have come. The slip -up doesn't matter. Cuz you've got the right attitude, that you're gonna pick yourself up and start again. That is so admirable darling. Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 11, 2007 Author Share Posted May 11, 2007 thnx, im not having a very good day at the mo am in loads of trouble at school and i am really upset, dont think i will beable to control myself today im am feeling so bad! Link to comment
sarey Posted May 11, 2007 Share Posted May 11, 2007 I started selfharming when I was about 6-7, I think, I moved onto cutting when I was 8-9, in between then, and it helped at first, but then it just got addictive, and it didn't really help, it's just a habbit that I can't break. I know if I'll see an object to hurt myself with, I'll use it and possibly go over the top. I've been in hospital dozens of times for cutting, received stitches everytime. It's quite life threatening now. I do it in my room, or if no one is in the house at the time whilst doing it, I'll do it anywhere. Link to comment
steffi_serilda Posted May 11, 2007 Share Posted May 11, 2007 Hi again. What has with you day at school been so wrong? is with you everything not ok? you can PM me always i would to you reply x Link to comment
girl friend Posted May 11, 2007 Share Posted May 11, 2007 Hey Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal! How did you do? You ok? Link to comment
Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal Posted May 11, 2007 Author Share Posted May 11, 2007 Hey Sxc_Gobby_Lil_Gal! How did you do? You ok? well i hav managed so far not to do it today, i got in loadz of trouble for bunking my first two lessons today, i got caught, and i got in quite a bit of trouble, my form tutor said she was disapointed in me and that made me feel loadz worse, i kinda upset me, but my parents didnt find out, and my form tutor and my head of my mini school said if i ever dont want to go to lesoons to come and speck to them and they will help, which is kinda good i supose. i only hav a week left at skool in yr 10 the a two week hgoliday then im in yr 11 and will hav a different form tutor which i dont want coz i get on sooo well with my one i hav at the moment. but at the moment im ok, getting scare coz my drama gcse exam is on tuesday so kinda worried. but im ok, i should be ok, all i need at the moment is for my latest cut to hill and to be hardly see able, and then i should be ok. Link to comment
girl friend Posted May 12, 2007 Share Posted May 12, 2007 Good luck. Dont worry about the slip-ups, they happen, and its frustrating, but you can pick yourself up and do it again. 1 month was incredible kiddo. Check out the techniques under 'Self-Injury Resources' if you need any extra help. Link to comment
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