isabellacantinos Posted February 17, 2007 Share Posted February 17, 2007 I have this thing that really is screwing me over when it comes to getting by in life. I completely freeze up when it comes to asking people for help I mean as in asking for a job application, asking for advice on something, things I need to do in life that I cant do. I needed to ask my boyfriends dad about the best way to get a job because his job used to be helping people get jobs but I kept freezing up, and believe me my bfs dad is NOT a threatening person, hes really nice and the whole family is really sweet to me. I would have no reason to be scared but I was and my bf had to physically push me towards him so I would do it whenever I get this fear its like all of a sudden I dont see why I need to do it anymore, it doesnt seem relevant. and once I get pushed to do it anyways I get really scared and just dont want to do it and want to hide. once I'm there and asking for help I'm just fine though, and I dont feel any of that fear. but I dont usually get to that last step one time I had this total meltdown and just started crying and crying and I just asked one person if he had any job openings, he said no and I got back in the car and just started sobbing. I want to get over this, just typing about it bring tears to my eyes, whats wrong with me?! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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