Losing it..Going to therapy...

[ironpumper]

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[melrich]

I feel like I'm stalking her or something

 

You are stalking her. Keep seeing your therapist and try as hard as you can to break the cycle of this activity.

[boosted4life84]

Although not as much as you have, I did the curious thing when my ex and I broke up as well. I know her schedule, I know where and when she is doing most everything. I would drive to where she was just in hopes of her wanting to see me. I feel better when I'm near her.

 

Now let me tell you, it freaked her out a few times. I had no intentions of it being the way she saw it. All you are going to do is push her away even further by doing what you are doing.

 

Stay away, I know it's hard, I've done it. It will hurt and be hard at first, but when you stop thinking about her as much, you will feel better and not feel the need to go and see her. Find other things to do to occupy your time.

[This is Horrible]

consider joinig a different gym if that is possible.