For my child gone....

[notmyself24]

For Daniel, my one true love...

 

She's wrapped up in a ball: tears and all.

 

Shaking from the core, she rolls onto the floor.

 

Breaking everything in sight- its fight or flight.

 

She's too weak to speak – he sees her, lying there meek.

 

He just goes back downstairs to play with his friends - leaving her alone so

 

his misery ends.

 

But, it will NEVER go away: it will surely hit HIM one day.

 

He'll never understand. All she needed was the touch of his hand.

 

Her child had just flown to heaven: at seven

 

Weeks old- he was too good for her to hold.

 

The blood, sweat and tears cannot mask her fears.

 

She has nightmares of a fiery hell: the silence- she promised herself not to

 

ever tell.

 

Will the pain ever dissipate? Did her mind just deteriorate?

 

The molecules of matter that were once growing inside her

 

Womb – that became his tomb…have flown to heaven:

 

What would he have been like at the age of seven?

 

Only god knows. Everynight she prays, still, her sorrow grows.

 

Her family cannot do a thing- she wasted life on a fling.

 

The guilt eats away at her spirit, but he, he never wanted to hear it.

 

He swallowed all his pride, it tore him up inside.

 

He never wanted to let her know. He knew he had to let her go.

 

It was the most selfless thing that he had ever done. Unfortunately, he would

 

never get to meet his son.

 

I love you baby!

[ShySoul]

Beautiful. Touching. I can feel the emotions flying off the screen at me, feel the hurt, the pain, the anger and frustration. Even made me a little teary eyed.

 

I can't imagine going through that. You are a strong person for doing so. Have faith, good things will come your way. And if you ever want to talk, just write me.