KrazyKrackr Posted October 21, 2005 Share Posted October 21, 2005 Hi guys. i read some posts and you guys seem to help lots of people, so i decided to express MY feelings Im not going to reveal my age yet because i dont want to. Ha. There. Anyways to the point. I consider myself straight. Yes im a male. Straight male.. or so i think otherwise. Now look i used to think this kid named Pablo (My best friend) was hot. i wanted to do him so bad. I never told. Then he confessed on a sleep over HE was bisexual. I was freaked out and surprised. Didnt suspect it. Then i thought about it, and doing him ever crossing my mind was nasty HORRID Yuck. It was nasty. Then i watched him. I couldnt believe it. I didnt see it but he always hung out with the girls. Over 80% were girls! He laughed like a girl, talked like one, and had a high pitch voice. I just never thought I! would have a bisexual friend. Anyways when i talk to him i dont look into him anymore. Hes told a few others, but not all of his friends. Attention: From here on then the post will be Disturbing or Nasty. Dont yell at me. AGAIN my age wont be reveiled but now some nasty stuff will come up. Thank you. Everytime i jack off i think of women. Then right before i hit the orgasm, i think of hot men. Doing on or getting blown by one. (Not all the time, infact rarely). After or During my orgams i get disgusted. I suddenly just cant imagine my thoughts. Its so nasty and gross that i think i could VOMIT! Then i tell myself im not bisexual other times when im watching Lesbo porn all they do is finger each other with no loud moans. it bores me. Id go to hardcore or gang bang and its still boring. Shoving a guys - - - - into a girl with a slight moan. Yawn. Then im tempted to click gay porn and watch men do it REAL REAL hardcore. I imagine as me as one of them. Then i just think after the orgasm how sick and nasty it was. And how id never do it again. I like hit s state where i go berserk and need to watch men. I dont know am i Bisexual? Or straight? im not sure if id like doing a guy. It sort of seems nasty atm. I could NEVER live with one. I am going to marry a wife. I am DEFINETLY not gay. Is this normal? Whats going on with me? Is there an explination??? Thank you. Sorry for the long post. Please reply i will check and reply aswell. Link to comment
pianoguy Posted October 21, 2005 Share Posted October 21, 2005 Being gay/bisexual isn't so much about sex. Do you fall in love with guys or girls? That's how you tell. There's no need to be so secretive about your age. None of us know who you are anyways, and we can help you a lot more effectively if you tell us how old you are. It makes a major difference. I suspect you're between 13-16 in which case you're still learning about your sexuality, so don't be in a rush to decide. Concerning Pablo- Do you love him or do you merely want to have sex with him? That's how you tell if you're gay. Be honest with yourself, it's nothing to be embarrased or ashamed of if you merely lust after him. I'm told this kind of thing is pretty common among straight teens. Link to comment
thefireisoutanyway Posted October 21, 2005 Share Posted October 21, 2005 People in jail have sex all the time, but that doesn't make them gay. Same thing applies to pirates, and possibly ninjas. Link to comment
darkblue Posted October 21, 2005 Share Posted October 21, 2005 You may just be experimenting with your sexuality. Gay, straight, lesbian, bi, all of the above - what does it matter? Link to comment
Bethany Posted October 21, 2005 Share Posted October 21, 2005 It's normal to think of any type of sex, you can't control what you think so dont try. Don't worry about these things. Most women have lesbian thoughts whilst actually having sex.I consider myself very, very straight but I see nothing wrong with watching or looking at lesbian porn when I am horny. Don't think of it as something you SHOULDNT think of, just see it for what it is.. a fantasy thing. It's nothing to be ashamed of, it's plain and simply something erotic that sometimes gets you off. Shrug it off honey, it means nothing. Link to comment
KrazyKrackr Posted October 21, 2005 Author Share Posted October 21, 2005 Thanks guys, you guys were a major help. im 12 btw and i could never ever date or kiss or live with another guy. Never ever. And i guess it is just about the lust. You were all a great help. You guys are great Thanks, ill post if something comes up. =) Link to comment
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