Hi guys.
i read some posts and you guys seem to help lots of people, so i decided to express MY feelings
Im not going to reveal my age yet because i dont want to. Ha. There.
Anyways to the point.
I consider myself straight. Yes im a male. Straight male.. or so i think otherwise.
Now look i used to think this kid named Pablo (My best friend) was hot. i wanted to do him so bad. I never told. Then he confessed on a sleep over HE was bisexual. I was freaked out and surprised. Didnt suspect it. Then i thought about it, and doing him ever crossing my mind was nasty
HORRID
Yuck.
It was nasty. Then i watched him. I couldnt believe it. I didnt see it but he always hung out with the girls. Over 80% were girls! He laughed like a girl, talked like one, and had a high pitch voice. I just never thought I! would have a bisexual friend. Anyways when i talk to him i dont look into him anymore. Hes told a few others, but not all of his friends.
Attention: From here on then the post will be Disturbing or Nasty. Dont yell at me. AGAIN my age wont be reveiled but now some nasty stuff will come up. Thank you.
Everytime i jack off i think of women. Then right before i hit the orgasm, i think of hot men. Doing on or getting blown by one. (Not all the time, infact rarely). After or During my orgams i get disgusted. I suddenly just cant imagine my thoughts. Its so nasty and gross that i think i could VOMIT!
Then i tell myself im not bisexual
other times when im watching Lesbo porn all they do is finger each other with no loud moans. it bores me. Id go to hardcore or gang bang and its still boring. Shoving a guys - - - - into a girl with a slight moan. Yawn. Then im tempted to click gay porn and watch men do it REAL REAL hardcore. I imagine as me as one of them. Then i just think after the orgasm how sick and nasty it was. And how id never do it again. I like hit s state where i go berserk and need to watch men. I dont know am i Bisexual? Or straight? im not sure if id like doing a guy. It sort of seems nasty atm. I could NEVER live with one. I am going to marry a wife. I am DEFINETLY not gay.
Is this normal?
Whats going on with me?
Is there an explination???
Thank you. Sorry for the long post. Please reply i will check and reply aswell.
