help is appreciated

[AwsomeDude]

a two years old story when i 1st met this girl who was in here for a vacation, she was nothing but a lovely girl, young and beautiful, she kept on coming for vacations, and she called me every time she came, last time, 6 months ago, and after i drove her home, she called me for coffee at here place, and we had a long conversation, she was like: don't you think that we have something, i was like: mmmmm yes, i can say so, and we didnt say anything more, that vacation ended with me and her as a couple, we had plans that she will come over and stay here, we kept the contact for three months, when suddenly i heard nothing from her.

 

i just forgot about the whole thing and thought it was just a nice experience we both had, but i have to admit that i had another girlfriend all that time, and always thought that i have nothing for this new girl more than a little attraction as she was stunning hot, anyway, i broke up with my girlfriend like one month ago, and she just traveled, i felt the emptiness that my girlfriend left behind, but i was so sure that i did the right thing, because i don't love her anymore.

 

Two weeks ago, a local phone Number, it was the new girl again, she sounded so happy, i met her, and the moment she got in the car, it was very strange, we both were staring, we were still for a long time, and then i moved the car, it was so complicated, we missed each other so much, it was so clear, but at the same time, we both felt like strangers, but anyway, she told me that she lost the contact because she had a car accident, and stayed in hospital for three months, and till now she hardly can stand like two hours out of home, which is i dont have a problem with, in any case, last week, she told that she loves me, and she thinks i'm the one for her, which is i like.

 

i loved everything about her, i loved her as a woman, she is the type i like, i'm so crazy about how beautiful she is, and about every single detail in her, along with a great personality, she is just so simple and straight to the point, in most of times, but i feel like i'm too much into her, i mean i call her too much, and want to be with her all the time, i know this is wrong, and i know i'm screwing things up, but i can't help it, i had conversation with her about this, about that she sounds cold, she never call as i do, beside she sounds like she knows how crazy i am about her, she always make me so comfortable when i'm with her, she's so kind and tells me that she loves me, and things are ok, but she either was busy, or something came up.

 

i think it's time to hold back!

i dont know, i feel like she loves me, but since i rushed things with my attitude, i just killed the excitement that she needs !

more details

 

She invited me at her place for a dinner the other day! (She cooks well BTW).

we had a conversation, and she wanted to highlight why she's acting this way, she mentioned that the accident cause her difficulties in moving around, as she is advised to take a rest for long times in bed, and not to exhaust herself, so that is causing her lots of depression cause she is not used to be like this, BESIDE, she's too scared because she loves me, and she doesn't want to get hurt, so she wants to make sure of things!

Make sense?

then two days later i had plans with her to go out around 11:30pm, in anycase her friend that staying with her for a 15 days vacation called me to tell me that my girl had a fight with her dad, and she was crying like anything, she had a medicine and slept like a baby, i was surprised and shocked, 15 minutes later, her friend called me again, and asked me if i'm free i was like her, she said she's bored so asked me to pick her up, we went for food, and then she asked me to go to some club, we had few drinks, and by the time i realized we are late, it was around 5:00 am, i drove her home, my girl didnt call this morning, and picked my 5th phone, she's extreemly made, and she says it's not jeoulsy, it's disrespect.

 

i dont know!!

The very second day after we spoke over the phone! and tried my best to make things look better, in any case, she calm down, and had plans to go out night where she called me and said she apologies because she will sleep early cause she wants to go with her dad to do something, i was like ok, i went out with a friend of mine, around 2:00 am, some inner voice told me to go to some club that she likes, i went there, i was shocked that she was in there with her girl friend, they were just so beautiful, and stunning, when she saw me, she was shocked, she didn't know what to do, she asked me to have a seat, but i didn't feel like it, so she freaked out and got scared, i believe she knew that i felt so bad, and she couldn't guess what my reaction would be, so she asked me to drive them home, i was like ok, i did, and she refused to have a conversation about what's happening, she was like we can talk over the phone, i was like no problem, i called her, she answered after 5 times, and she sounded so rude, and b*tch, in any case, we had an agreement that we both are not feeling ok at the moment, so we better talk the next morning, so i hang up,

 

this morning i called her, she didn't answer, i thought she might be busy or something, i called and called, she's never there, i even text her, though nobody is in there to replay!

i don't give a f**k, but i want to know what the hell is happening!!

i had this conversation with her, she always been so clear that she wants me, i asked her about if my attention bothers her, and her answer was always: it only makes me special, and different, i always asked her if she needs space, and always answered that she feels beautiful when i do that!

i dont have a dam clue, i'm just surprised and shocked, i did give her lots attention, but i thought this is something she wants, i dont know if it was not!

 

DON'T KNOW NOTHING, i can not even think, i do even feel like my dignity is hurt.

she called my at her last day from the air port, telling me that the problem is just that her parents are having a divorce, and both of them are fighting about her, dad wants her to live with him, and mum wants her to live with her, so she told me that she loves me, and wants to be with me, and she's so sorry about all what happened!

 

by the way,

the above was what happened in her one month vacation

[AngelOfDarknes]

hmmm well if my guy went out with my friend just cuzz im sick, i dunno i would be pissed cuzz i wouldnt want him going out just cause my friends want him to kinda disrespectful,but at the same time i think shes kinda mad at her friend, or maybe her friend said few things bout u i dunno thats what friends do, they just say bunch crap bout the guy atleast thatss what mine do, and make me mad...and then i would get mad at my guy....

[AwsomeDude]

i dont know!

i see what you mean, but i dont know if she's in love, or what is the real problem!