I feel abandoned

[Seraphim]

I was thankful for my husband upholding me when my father and step father passed away. I had his back 1000% when his dad died. I made it 1000% about him and his mom and our son when his dad died. It wasn’t about me, only by extension as his wife and the mother of his dad’s grandson. I had known the man 32 years. It was still about their family .