Marshmellow12 Posted November 13, 2017 Share Posted November 13, 2017 I had a very rough/abusive childhood and consequently haven't had a relationship with my mother and adopted father in 8 years. I met the love of my life 6 years ago. We dated for 4 years, were engaged for 1 year, and have now been married for 1 year. I go through periods of being so insecure that it almost ruins my marriage. I'm still crazily jealous of my husbands ex girlfriend who is married with a baby. She is perfect in every way and comes from a perfect family. I stalk her on facebook and instagram daily from fake accounts. I constantly have thoughts such as "I'm not pretty enough for him, I'm too fat for him, I don't make enough money for him, my personality isn't good enough, why would he want to be with someone who basically doesn't have a family?" I have tried therapy and it didn't solve anything. Does anyone have advice other than to go to counseling? I am scared I am going to ruin my marriage. Link to comment
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