Hello my angel, I hope you are doing well.
It kills me knowing you're okay without me, yet I'm sat here day in and day out wishing things will be different between us two.
I know none of this was your fault, it was neither of our faults, we just came together at the wrong time, and you're only 17, and the last thing you wanted was a long term relationship, as lets be honest, you were too immature to put in the right amount of effort.
It hurts seeing you every day, you look so handsome, and I just wish I could kiss you, but I can't.
If I'll be honest, it hurt the way you left me, the second time around.
You never apologised, and you never replied, you just left me, and you're gone. I guess that is what you wanted though.
I want to stop hoping that you will come back to me like you did the first time, I want to stop wishing and hoping because in the back of my mind I know you'll never come back, and this is the end of us two.
You were in my life for such a long time, and it's difficult to let you go. I bet you don't even know what happened this time last year, or I bet you don't know what happened on the 31st December 2014, I bet you don't care either.
I am a little bit angry at the way you left me, because with you, you always have to act like you're the kind one, like I was the crazy one, when in fact you made me clingy and crazy.
Nevertheless, I need to get on with my life, and I know it will take a long time to get over you properly, I know that. I just hope you're happy, and I hope you're happy without me.
As you know, and as I've told you so many times before, I will always love you.