MyLifeMyChoice Posted June 5, 2017 Share Posted June 5, 2017 Here I am, thousands of miles away from my ex in my hometown, moved to a new place, and will start my internship tomorrow. I've been in my hometown for 2 weeks now and have hung out with friends, and yet, I still miss him. It's been exactly a week since the last time we talked. And I still miss him. He doesn't want to do long distance, while I do, claims he wants to be friends while I'm away and pick things up 3 months after my internship. We lived together for a little over a year, and before I found out about my internship out of state, he wanted to get married and have babies. We talked about our future together. And now, he doesn't even want to try to make it work, claiming that "I'd be leaving him to pursue my dream while he stays." I didn't know what else I could do to reassure him that I love him and only want to be with him, but I don't know if his insecurity just couldn't deal with it, or perhaps LDRs are just deal breakers for him. I've done everything possible to try to get on with my life. I've been trying to focus on my internship, been hanging out with friends and family, been reading, been killing it at the gym....but I still constantly check my phone, hoping he'd call or text. Nothing. I know it gets better eventually. But I'm still so sad and depressed and still long for him. Do you think it's okay to just text him and say hi? But even then, I just keep thinking about how I've always been the one trying to make it work or yielding to him. He used to want to make things work when we'd get into arguments, but the past few months, I was always the one yielding. When will this get better? I just need words of comfort right now... Link to comment
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