Dinocaz Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 My first Christmas in over 11 years without my children. I miss them terribly in this moment. I can not wait for this day to end. Boxing day I see my daughter. 27th Dec I fly out to see my Son 3rd Of January I turn my back on all those that did not really ever have the time when I needed them most. Im past all of that now and I know I will never have to go through this day again. Link to comment
Angel Irulan Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 Are you threatening suicide in your post? On January 3rd? Angel Link to comment
Dinocaz Posted December 25, 2012 Author Share Posted December 25, 2012 Are you threatening suicide in your post? On January 3rd? Angel Nooooo im not ... im moving into my new house on the 3rd of Jan ... what im saying is "im saying goodbye to people whom let me down this year Sorry if it reads like that but Im good inside my head ... just miss my kids so badly and saying final goodbye to my home town and my own past Panic over this is NOT a sucide post but incredible that you ask ... god how some people care Thank You and sorry if I caused slight panic Link to comment
MasterPo Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 I hear you Dino, miss my boy too. At least he's warm, surrounded by family and has plenty to eat. I can do without that but not him. Great to hear you shoving off, always scary and exciting to jump the boundaries of the familiar. You will do well, no doubt. Me? I'm debating on cooking a meal but not particularly hungry. Cooking reminds me of the boy and right now, I'd rather push that away for a little bit. I think I'll put on the boots and take a walk. Listening to some Taylor Swift and it sounds alright. Merry Christmas! Link to comment
Dinocaz Posted December 25, 2012 Author Share Posted December 25, 2012 Hey mpro I hear you. I also avoided anything to remind me of today and the kids. Stayed alone most of day. But had a long walk. In the cold night was good to get fresh air. Stretch those legs my man and look forward to when you will see your boy! Wish you only good stuff. And Yeah happy (effin ) chrimbo... ))) Link to comment
Florence Mai Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 I wish you happy holidays. You at least your kids are in a good place and safe. You will see them very soon and I hope this will be the last year without them. Speaking of myself, it is also hard to not have your parents around. Merry christmas Link to comment
Amber Coco Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 You will see your children very soon, take comfort in that. Ever since my family separated, I've learned to let the holiday season slide and pass me by almost unnoticed, not a big deal anymore. I look at it in a different way now, not pessimistic, just indifferent. It will be over soon Stay confident that this new year will mark a new beginning for you in every sense! Best wishes for you. Link to comment
Tinkie9901 Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 It's great to hear you are taking the leap and changing your life... and you will see your kids soon, and take comfort in the fact that while they may not be with you, they will definitely be thinking about you and will know how much you love them. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 25, 2012 Share Posted December 25, 2012 I am so sorry you are without your kids tonight . Bless you. You will see them soon. I hope your life in your new home will be happy. Link to comment
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