by the end of this year....

[jmantra]

If I can't achieve my goals of having a job that allows me to support myself and/or have a girlfriend that loves, cares about me then I am going to off myself I am sick and tired of pain disappointment and emarassment any longer, I will no longer have to my two crappy and degrading jobs I won't feel lonely any more, no more financial, no more involuntary, no more dealing with my. Autism no more living with my at nearly 30 , no more pain or hurt ever again

[jmantra]

No more financial stress* involuntary celibacy* sorry typing on phone at work

[agent1607307371]

You know, one thing at a time man. Focus on the job, you can't underestimate how much of a bad effect a bad job has on you. Get that fixed first. When you feel better about yourself, you'll be in a better position to love someone else.

[rahulrocks]

Have patience....nothing remains permanent..........and so is grief......Keep doing your work to get out of the situation....but keep patience and do not get frustated...that does not help.

[jmantra]

I have been interviewing like crazy and getting nowhere my patience is wearing thin my autism and mental health inhibit I am sick dealing with the shame of underemployed, I am sick of not being able to hold down a proper job, I am of everything eventually in one way another not working out. My patience is wearing thin no job and/or gf by the end of the year it will be over I am sick of being the underdog in life no more hurt no more embarassment no more shame no more pain

[marconi68]

You are way too critical on yourself, JM.

The world economy is f***ed. Jobs are hard to come by at present.

You are doing your bit. You need to give yourself more time than the timeframe you have allowed yourself.

That is really putting you under unfair and unrealistic pressure.

 

Millions are in the same boat. Let down by the system.

But if you look at the history of world economics, things will improve.

 

> Lyrics to 'Do They Owe Us A Living?' by the band Crass

 

Here's something I want to say

About the stae of the nation

The way it treats us today

The living that is owed to me

Am I ever going to get

They buggered this whole world up

Up to their necks in debt

They'd give you a lobotomy

For something you aint done

They'll make you an epitomy

Of everything thats wrong

 

Do they owe us a living?

Of course they do, of course they do

Do they owe us a living?

OF COURSE THEY F*CKING DO!

 

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Keep the faith, JM