UniqueSoul Posted November 8, 2011 Share Posted November 8, 2011 Hey everyone, within the last few months ive been dealing with a lot of emotions. I dated someone in 2007 until 2009, who ended up cheating on me with his ex, lying about so much, and really putting me in an awful position. I jumped into dating right away after this relationship ended..(i know this was a bad idea) i ended up getting into a relationship with a man in 2010..only lasting 8 months, and then 2 months later, i ended up in another relationship..this is my current relationship, and I have been dating this man for 17 months. Since this past august ive had a lot of free time on my hands and ive had ALOT of time to think. i think that all this time has caused all those repressed feelings of past relationships to come out..and i find myself struggling with what is real in the present, compared to what was real in the past. Certain situations that come up in my current relationship trigger memories of the past relationships (usually the bad one that lasted 2 years) and i blow up the situation in my head, and make it a huge deal. Its very complicated, so im sorry if it is confusing. recently ive been having dreams about my ex from 2007...that we are still dating, but i am so unhappy, and i just cant wait to wake up. Ive posted on here before about my relationships, but now these dreams are happening, and its so strange and frustrating. I feel like im growing further and further away from the man i am with now, and that is not what i want to happen. I want to be able to let the past go and move on, without therapy. anyone have similar stories that can help? Thanks-- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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