once in the past

[ButterflyWrists]

Once in the past,

You held my hand,

Once in the past,

I held you in my arms,

 

A while now it has been,

Too long to say.

I don't forget you,

I never will for...

I love you.

 

I never will hold you,

Again in my arms,

Will I?

You never knew how hard,

It is for me to go on,

But I tried for you.

 

I told you day after day,

That I love you,

I cried for you,

You know this.

 

You know how many days,

How many nights,

I cried for you,

I still love you and hope,

Someday you will be mine,

But it's silly isn't it?

 

You love me but,

I being me,

Destroyed us..

Have you any idea,

How hard I have worked,

 

To get better,

I do do it for me,

But you don't get

Your updates,

I am controlling them.

 

Controlling my moods,

The voices,

Personalities,

So now you don't know.

 

I miss you, and I will always love you.

[heatspreader]

That's a lovely poem

[ButterflyWrists]

thank you heatspreader