Loki71 Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 In my darkest hour I sit and wallow Never knowing who I am or who I was Alone is how I was meant to be In my darkest hour I hurt and cry Never knowing if I should live or die Alone I sit no one to hold In my darkest hour I breathe and sigh Never knowing why Alone I wonder if this is my life In my darkest hour I lay awake never to sleep Never knowing why I lived Alone I eat and drink In my darkest hour I sit and sulk Always to live with my broken heart Alone I sit and write this. In my darkest hour I wish I could die Never knowing my own life Alone I sit and cry Link to comment
lostandhurt Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 Did you write this? I have reflected a lot about who I am. Mostly in my darkest hours...... lost Link to comment
Loki71 Posted January 2, 2009 Author Share Posted January 2, 2009 Did you write this? I have reflected a lot about who I am. Mostly in my darkest hours...... lost Yeah I just wrote it a few minutes ago. Link to comment
lostandhurt Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 I thought you said once you had nothing to offer anyone. Seems like you were wrong. I couldn't write something like that if you held gun to my head. very nice lost Link to comment
Loki71 Posted January 2, 2009 Author Share Posted January 2, 2009 Thanks but I really don't have anything to offer anyone. Just a few words that make people feel sad. Link to comment
lostandhurt Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 Didn't make me sad. It was a cause to reflect. I have been pretty sad these last few days and your words described some of what I have been feeling. It is not the end but a new direction. People come and go from our lives and it does hurt especially when we tried to make it right and failed. We cannot hide ourselves in others even though it is very is to do. We must venture out of the shell of pity and despair and live OUR lives. lost Link to comment
Loki71 Posted January 2, 2009 Author Share Posted January 2, 2009 We must venture out of the shell of pity and despair and live OUR lives Oh I am. In fact I already have someone new (sort of) I just am trying to make everyone happy and in the process it's making me depressed and sad etc. I just want to give up sometimes and say to hell with everyone and just go jump in front of a train or while driving home just make that sudden sharp turn into the freeway wall. Link to comment
lostandhurt Posted January 2, 2009 Share Posted January 2, 2009 It's not your job to make everyone happy. I have tried and it is not possible if they don't know how to be happy with themselves. Time to be a little selfish until you are firmly back on your own two feet. Nice to hear you sort of have found someone. lost Link to comment
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