eatingsnow Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 i am so mad at myself for calling him last night, to offer a gift for his mom.. just so upset. why do i set myself up for this disappointment? i am angry, i couldn't sleep. i think theres a problem, even after took sleeping pill i still couldn't sleep but very angry inside. Link to comment
CallingAllAngels Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Today is a new day. Forgive yourself. Don't let yesterday ruin today. Not even God can change the past. My best to you... ~Allie Link to comment
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 i am so mad at myself for calling him last night, to offer a gift for his mom.. just so upset. why do i set myself up for this disappointment? i am angry, i couldn't sleep. i think theres a problem, even after took sleeping pill i still couldn't sleep but very angry inside. hi what was his response to you if you had one? We have all felt like that, wishing we hadn't contacted them when we did, after we do there is nothing we can do about it. If you were in NC go back to that and you should be stronger this time x Link to comment
sunset sun rise lover Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 YOU are special in your own way don't be angry on mothers day Link to comment
Keyman Posted May 12, 2008 Share Posted May 12, 2008 just so upset. why do i set myself up for this disappointment? Oh boy, do I ask the same question myself? It feels so good to have contact, and she enjoys it as well, but by contacting her in the first place gives my power to her - AGAIN! - and this is why you feel bad afterwards. Join me and we'll resist the urge together... Link to comment
eatingsnow Posted May 12, 2008 Author Share Posted May 12, 2008 i did gave him a gift for his mom, and he told her it was from me.. she loved it. i had never met his mom before.. i wish i had the chance. my problem is that i went NC, then broke it, i need to be strong and stay NC.. i told him today that I need to be away from him, so hopefully i can follow through with it this time. Link to comment
Keyman Posted May 12, 2008 Share Posted May 12, 2008 my problem is that i went NC, then broke it, i need to be strong and stay NC.. i told him today that I need to be away from him, so hopefully i can follow through with it this time. Be careful or you'll end up a serial NC breaker like me. If your really have to say something to him, post it here instead and we'll try to persuade you off it. We are strong than we think we are, we just let the depression and anxiety control us. Link to comment
eatingsnow Posted May 12, 2008 Author Share Posted May 12, 2008 We are strong than we think we are, we just let the depression and anxiety control us. Thank you. Link to comment
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