npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Share Posted April 15, 2008 i looked my ex myspace today via a friend of a friend, i know i shouldnt!! he posted all these pictures of his new job and i am so torn. he looks so happy without me...which i want him to be. that being said, his song is some mariah carey song about hurting someone and rewinding time and all that but it sounds like he was hurt, ive come to realize that maybe the guy he cheated with, he really liked and my suspicions of him being rejected could actually be true..maybe its him that got hurt at the same time. ive felt like the songs were for me, even though i deleted him. ive somehow thought that he put them up for himself just expressing how hes feeling, but i have no real evidence either way. that being said, i feel so pathetic cuz in the new pictures there are a couple in this shirt i gave him, it was my favorite shirt and didnt fit me so i gave it to him...he is wearing it on the road on the road in a couple of pictures. is it pathetic to think that he even thinks of me when he wears it? i mean i thought he probably never kept any of the things or wore anything i gave him. im probably just being stupid and he likes the shirt, but then again he gave me shirts that i wear all the time and i think of him for a second when i put them on. thoughts? Link to comment
starlette08 Posted April 15, 2008 Share Posted April 15, 2008 i see pictures of my ex with everything ive bought him from head to toe. jacket, sweater, even necklace and shoes. (all in one occasion too!) even though its nice to see that they're wearing our stuff, i doubt it means anything though.. maybe they just really like the way it looks on them. Link to comment
Litgirl01 Posted April 15, 2008 Share Posted April 15, 2008 My thought is that I really hope you can move on and stop obsessing about this guy! Cherish what you had with him and let it go! You have to move for YOU! You will find love again...but not until you let go of him! Your chioce...new love with all the happiness and great feelings that come with it...or pining away over someone who has moved on with out you??? xx Link to comment
npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Author Share Posted April 15, 2008 yeah i agree lit, i was just curious, this is the site where i come to vent and ask dumb questions and get opinions so i dont drive myself crazy. we are both online on the same webpage at the moment and it drives me crazy. i guess its just strange to see some remnant of me on a recent picture, and i suppose i wanted to know if i even enter his mind that i gave it to him Link to comment
Litgirl01 Posted April 15, 2008 Share Posted April 15, 2008 You are just such a sweetheart...I hate to see you suffer the way you do!! Link to comment
npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Author Share Posted April 15, 2008 : ( love hurts doesnt it. i just look for people to tell me their wishes or thoughts on petty things like that, cuz i know i have pictures of me with shirt he gave me and i always hope he notices...but hes not me i guess, i need to realize that people are not the same in their thoughts. i suppose somewhere deep down he has some special feelings for me. even if they arent the In Love kind. Link to comment
npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Author Share Posted April 15, 2008 this i know, however its tough when you feel like you see signs on it. i deleted him and that shoudl have been the end of it, but i somehow find myself still able to see his face and it hurts. Link to comment
npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Author Share Posted April 15, 2008 i am obsessing...its got nothing to do with me im sure, i guess that some of us feel and some of us dont when it comes to wearing things our ex's gave us Link to comment
midnightrambler Posted April 15, 2008 Share Posted April 15, 2008 i am obsessing...its got nothing to do with me im sure, i guess that some of us feel and some of us dont when it comes to wearing things our ex's gave us i wear a watch from an ex.....somethings i can overlook Link to comment
npc24 Posted April 15, 2008 Author Share Posted April 15, 2008 so you are agreeing with me Midnight. He dumped me, is wearing this shirt in these photos..it was my favorite shirt and i gave it to him...it doesnt have any meaning to you to wear the watch. did you do the dumping? Link to comment
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