love always

[ang3l2004]

I stare up at the stars wondering why you are not here,

Tear drops hit the floor leaving a puddle I can't see clear.

I remember the good times and the bad as you walk out of the door,

I begin to think of why things happen like this my heart becomes sore.

I miss everything about you and I feel so numb inside of my soul,

You were the one who I thought would be here you made me feel whole.

Now you are so angry with hate coming from your heart and your voice.

You would rather drink alcohol and leave me in pain was your choice.

I will never understand why this has made me feel so weak,

It chokes up my words the pain is overbearing and I can't speak.

You will always be the first person I think about in my day,

Hoping that you will stop your addiction and come back to stay.

Every tear that drops from my eyes I hope you can feel it in your dreams,

So you know that my love was true and everything is not as it seems.

Yeah a drink will cover up your pain and hurt that you have inside,

I just want you to see that you are better then that and have pride.

Stop drinking your life away and causing your body so much hurt,

I dont want to see you end up hurting yourself leaving you under dirt.