Clabs Posted February 29, 2008 Share Posted February 29, 2008 Hey GizMo Mate - you are not an idiot - and you are not stupid. Look what you did - it ain't crime of the century - you had a weak moment and told her to F off - so what - you can't take it back mate. It will feel like you have nothing left inside and this is only natural - it sucks but it is natural. You will feel useles and a waste of space whilst this is so fresh and raw. Take one day at a time for now - and try and keep really busy - it wil be hard as hell at first but I promise you will start feeling better about your situation and better about you. Mark Link to comment
gee Posted February 29, 2008 Share Posted February 29, 2008 OH MY Gizmo..that was a NO, NO!!! Dude, last saturday I got kinda trashed and I have no idea how I did NOT call her! I looked at my history on my cell the next day and man was I happy! I miss her immensely and she told me day after valentines day she met someone, giving him a chance, leave me alone, blah, blah, it was like a rusted sword right through the heart! My cousin says her facebook status is "single" but that may change very soon. I still have hope but I am dying inside thinking she is with somebody else. hang in there bud. WOW 3 FU's? Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted February 29, 2008 Author Share Posted February 29, 2008 What can i say?? I was extremely hurt because she moved on so quickly. It literally felt like 3 years was for nothing. It's funny because i knew she wasn't at our apartment when i heard a door slam. That really gave it away seeing as though we don't have doors that do that! Arg, now that i slept it off, i feel bitter and defeated. I sure hope i have enough strength to get through this or else i am going to lose it. Link to comment
Aday5578 Posted February 29, 2008 Share Posted February 29, 2008 I am 6 months in and at 1st it sucked SO BAD..I would cry and go into deep bouts of depression, but now it is a lot easier. The tone of my day doesnt revolve around if he finally contacts me or not. It hurts still but it is ok, I am alright with the outcome. Hang in there, i know you dont see a light at the end of the tunnel but there is one. Link to comment
Clabs Posted February 29, 2008 Share Posted February 29, 2008 Hey Gizmo Mate - you can do this - a day at a time - ok? It will be hard but remember this - you were ok before her and you will be ok after her though it won't seem that way right now. Keep coming back here for support fella. Mark Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted March 1, 2008 Author Share Posted March 1, 2008 this seriously sucks..it feels like my heart was just crushed. I have a hard time concentrating at work and i have no idea how i am going to continue on like this. My heart has exploded and all i can do is break down and cry. I would have done it at work, but i held it in until i came home. This really hurts and it sucks. I guess it's more like 1 minute at a time or i am going to end up killing myself. BLAH! Link to comment
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