mzde Posted February 20, 2008 Share Posted February 20, 2008 You said it made your day just to hear my voice. You said you cared and that you’ll always be there. Wondering was I being selfish to the fact that you didn’t really care. Or was it I that didn’t want to care. Did I care that you didn’t want me, had your fun then left me. Or is it because I tried to change my whole perception to fit you where you didn’t belong all along. Was it me trying to fill that space. The space he left untamed. Am I really angry because you don’t want me. Or was it every time I looked at you, I wished it was him. Every moment, every second, every breath, every thought. It wasn’t you I wanted it was him. Was it that you didn’t want me or is it that I didn’t want you to want me. Every laugh, every smile, every kiss, every hug, every intimate detail of the life we lead . Was it meant to be or were you just a filler. Did I want you to want me or did I need you to want me. To take my mind off that empty space. The space you couldn’t fill the space you couldn’t touch. Was it that I wanted you to want me. Now don’t get me wrong I’m still a bitter * * * * * because you couldn’t be a MAN. The lie you told I seen right through you didn’t want me cause I didn’t want you. Link to comment
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