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ok this probably sounds stupd but when im with a guy it doesnt take much for me to get horny and i get so wet and i get really self conscious and embarased that im too wet and although i love it i get really nervous bout guys going down on me do guys ever think a girl is too wet? thanks for any responses

I cant stop feeling like i am nothing and so useless my boyfriend says he just wants to be friends and i want more i really want him in my life and i know i cant change how he feels but i want to so much and being just friends would be so hard coz i want more and not having him in my life at all would be awful i just feel really alone and this has happened when everything seems to be so completely stuffed up i have no one in my life and i feel like i really dont want to feel like this anymore but i know i cant harm myself i cant do that to my family but i want to so much i just feel so completely lost

This probably sounds pathetic but im really confused and upset and would love to hear any advice people have. My boyfriend of 18months moved to another state for 3 months for work and his recently moved back and said his feelings had changed but still wanted to be more than friends so i thought things were okay until he said by sms that he didnt feel what we were doing was right anymore and then he wouldnt answer my calls or messages for 4 days i felt completely shattered and i got off the phone to him just b4(he finally had his phone on!) and he says he just wants to be friends id rather be friends than nothing i dont want him out of my life all together but i still feel so much i want to be with him more than anything but i know i cant change how he feels has anyone got any advice of how i can stop feeling so messed up thanks heaps