Hello readers, i need a some advice.
My girlfriend split up with more around 5 weeks ago now and i am totally gutted about the whole thing
It was on boxing night (after christmas) when i was out and had a lot to drink. I did the most stupid thing ever and kissed another woman. Im so in love with my ex, i had to tell her, guilt overcame me.
So about 2 weeks later i told her that i kissed some else, and it totally crushed her. It was a horrible to see her like that. and it was me who caused her that pain - that fact makes it so much harder to bare.
However, before the breakup, our relationship was perfect , just perfect. We were so much in love with each other. All our friends were so happy for us because they knew that we had a good thing. mY girlfriend told me numerous times how much she loved me, and that i made her very happy, and vice versa.
As you can imagine, my feelings and emotions have been running wild, out of control and i dont know what to do.
For the 1st 2 weeks after the break up , i did try and give her space, time to think, but it was so so hard, i wanted her so badly, and did call her quite a bit, but it done more damage than good i think.
I did cry alot also, and infront of her, which may have been a bad thing.
Ive now had no contact with her for nearly 2 weeks, and i know that i should not call her, but she wants to be friends with me. Im hoping that we can be friends and maybe our relationship might be re-sparked.
Im not religeous, but i have even prayed that she'd come back to me. I think about her every minute of every day - my head is so messed up, i dont know what to do.
Please, someone give me some advice !!
