LOSTINTHEDARK

Im in my 10 days.

I am in day 6, feeling down again, wanting to send him an email, but it will be wrong...

I've been wanting to send you an email today, just to say hello and what is going on in your life. But I am hesitant to do that. I know it will feed good to send the email, but then will feel terrible if I didnt get an answer. I am not your ex or you are not your ex, we are just friends but it seems like we are more than that. I just want you to know I care for you and would like to hear from you again.

I am in Day 5 hoping for more!

I am in day 4.. Feeling a lot better.

I will post here even if my story is different. I said hello a happy Easter as a friendly message (it was late message)-thursday - with no response and I feel terrible. I will accept this challenge. I did 2 weeks i a row, but went to square 1, so I am in day 3.

It's been a while, since the last time I saw you. Its been how many weeks since the last time I heard from you. I think the most difficult thing is loving someone we can not have. Missing someone so bad and yet you can not anything about it. It was a tough year for me.. Sometimes I regret the day I met you...Maybe if I did not say hello or did not respond to your hello, I wouldnt be struggling this much. I miss reading your emails. The sorrow and dreams that you have in mind.. I thought we were good friends, even though our circumstances is difficult. I miss you everyday but I couldnt even tell you because it is wrong... I am not sure if I made the wrong decision to stop communicating with you, but I know its for the best.