It's been a while, since the last time I saw you. Its been how many weeks since the last time I heard from you. I think the most difficult thing is loving someone we can not have. Missing someone so bad and yet you can not anything about it. It was a tough year for me.. Sometimes I regret the day I met you...Maybe if I did not say hello or did not respond to your hello, I wouldnt be struggling this much.
I miss reading your emails. The sorrow and dreams that you have in mind.. I thought we were good friends, even though our circumstances is difficult. I miss you everyday but I couldnt even tell you because it is wrong... I am not sure if I made the wrong decision to stop communicating with you, but I know its for the best.