hi ,
i totally get what you are going through. i have been there before but i am a girl. there is nothing wrong with some experimentation and it is compleately normal. look back in history the greeks had sex with other men until they goy married and it was ok, even napolean was a fan of man to man action.You found ,it was exciting because it was somthing new and you were doing somthing you probably concider taboo. so relax sit back and have a beer. your ok and look at the perks, it gives new meaning to the phrase "blow me" right?