The more I think the angrier I get, so I have to stop thinking. This is so hard. * * * is wrong with you? What hell did that ex woman have that was so great she still has a hold over you. That her ghost has ruined our relationship. I hear your excuses but I know it all boils down to that cheating * * * * * . Why can't you just let that * * * * go?! Oh my God who are you? How can you say you love me and treat me this way? Nothing from you on V-Day, not even how are you? That hurts so much I can't speak it. You are so selfish, you cannot rise above anything. How can you help people, be there for strangers, but never there for me.
You take, but never give, at least not to me. You feel so much for others, what about me? Oh guilt, tons of guilt. You look in the mirror and you say you don't like what you see, me neither! You are selfish with your love, you don't know what love is. Love is more than a feeling and a word, it's action. What have you done action wise to show your love? Take from me, never ever give, never share, who taught you this? You want to be friends, how are you my friend? HOW? I don't hear from you for days, and you love me? How do you treat the people you hate? When you came over that day, did you know you wanted out, why not say so why do I have to contact you to find out...you cowardly bastard? You took love from me, a gift from me, knowing you were going to break my heart. That is despicable. You are garbage wrapped in a nice suit. You don't want me to hate you, what have you done to prevent that? What you are doing is making me hate you. You're an abandoner, a faker and karma and God will do far worse than anything I can do to you for this.