And I knew this would happen. Ignoring me now. Really it's probably for the best anyways. I know we should probably go NC anyway, at least for a while. But ugh, this all sucks. I can't believe I got all drunk, and sent all those texts. GAH, I must've looked like a stalker. But I'm trying to tell myself it doesn't really matter. It's over anyway, right...so...meh. A part of me just want to get over you, and think it wouldn't work. Another part of me just doesn't feel right. Like this shouldn't be it, we could have worked sh!t out. But there's nothing I can do now anyway. Maybe things would have been better if everybody didn't get involved right after we split - so uch drama. But you must have liked the drama somewhat. You kinda kept it going, didn't you. I've been here before, I'll be alright in time. But yeah, some moments it hits me hard, and takes my breath away. I thought we had something special. I'll never forgive you telling me you love me too, the night before, though. And then basicaly threw it back into my face. Well, I have a feeling you'll maybe be back one day. But maybe that's rubbish, and wishful thinking. Either way, for now, it's goodbye.