EmptySoul

I look in the mirror and it's so hard to agree

To accept the person staring back at me

Dark blue eyes and long blonde hair

I see imperfections

That are not there

Here comes junior high

everyone's so cruel

where the preps always win

and the preps always rule

A size 7 jean isn't good enough

You're a wimp if you're nice, a b**ch if you're tough

You always gotta shoot higher

To get any glory

No matter where you are

It's the same ol' story

I've finally learned, not to waste my time

Trying to earn the friendship, respect, and love that is rightfully mine

No matter the pain, just live your life, be yourself

Because there's no real satisfaction in being someone else.

*Please give me some feedback people!!*

EmptySoul 8)

See! I knew he was still a reasonable person!! lol

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Hey. I love the smell of aspen cologne on a guy. Please tell me someone else does too!! and i think the Jlo perfume smells good too. (not on guys) i like the apple sprays, and the sugar cookie ones! lol

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thanks everyone. im a generally happy person. but i have my moments. i write more when im down then anything, so most people who read my writing are just getting the more depressed side of me, so dont worry lol. any more comments happily accepted.

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I would start by talking to her more and stuff so you will get more comfortable around her, then worry about dates, digits, etc.

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ive written for a long time but this is the first thing ive written recently.

EmptySoul

i stare into the depths of the night sky

it's like a reflection of my soul

the falling raindrops are the tears i cry

and the blackness is the pain i've come to know

the stars you can see on a cloudless night

are those who make me shine

when clouds come and they disappear

it's when i'm forsaken and left behind

please tell me what you think of this poem everyone, good or bad.

EmptySoul

maybe it's just me, but i don't really like a guy to stop in the middle of something and ask "Can I...?" IMO it ruins the moment, but...

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i don't know what you did, but swingfox is usually a reasonable person. i hope he replies to you!

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hey everyone. one of you asked, why don't i like him as more than a friend? there's not really any particular reason, i just don't have those types of feelings for him. oh, to all of you who replied, me and this guy are no longer friends. i got a boyfriend and he started being really immature about it and we got in an argument. now we're not friends anymore at all because his feelings got in the way. thanks for the help though everyone.

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i love this guy to death, but only as friend. hes the best guy friend i have, and hes IN LOVE WITH ME. it's really starting to bother me, because i feel like how i act so close to him gives him false hope that i might feel the same way. i dont want to lose such a good friend, but... help plz.

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hey. the best advice i can give you is not to worry about it. i know this is the exact opposite of what you want to do, but... like when everyone said "it'll just come naturally" i didnt believe them and wanted a better answer, but they're right. just relax and have fun.

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hey. YES you can taste it if someone has bad breath. ugh. (I know from experience) That's why I always brush my teeth before going somewhere with a guy and I'm always chewing gum haha.

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Hello. A few weeks ago I broke up with the only guy I've ever loved. I refused to go out with anyone besides him, but I did get a friends with benefits guy. I made out with the FWB, then broke it off because I didn't really like him anymore. I've been leaning pretty close to going back out with my ex, because we still love each other. Well, tonight, I made out with my ex. It was the same as always, except it felt like I was just going through the motions and I wasn't really having fun like I usually did. I love him to death, but now... I don't want to go back out with him all of a sudden and I didn't really want him touching me. I thought maybe it was just a mood, but it doesn't feel like it. It's not because I like someone else, because I dont. What's up with me???

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Thank you guys so much! My self esteem used to be pretty high until lately because of a few people's opinions. I think I already knew everything you all said, but it really helped to hear someone else say it.

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okay i have a problem:

if i care about a guy or even just like them a little bit, it kills me to do anything that would make them anything short of happy. i've gotten so bad that one who i kinda like but not seriously told me i should get my bellybutton pierced (which i had no interest in since everyone has it done at my school) and without realizing it, the next day i was talking to my friend about getting it pierced! before i had been talking about getting my tongue done, but he said it was gross on a girl, and i now realize that ever since then it doesnt interest me. i dont even really care about this guy, i just kinda liked him. this doesnt just happen with guys, it happens with everyone. having a single person mad at me can make me want to cry. i dont let everyone know this stuff but it drives me insane. i dont do it consiously at all. like if someone says something negative about an outfit of mine, when im getting dressed in the morning, i dont say "im not going to wear that now because of that" i just dont even pay any attention to it. the only reason im making this into a deal now is because i dont even know what i think now half the time. can you imagine how bad it is with the guy i LOVE? im losing myself in everyone else.

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i agree with the others: if you're having doubts about it, then wait. oh, if your gf is still a virgin, it's painful for a girls first time, but how much it differs from person to person. just don't worry so much, talk to her, and dont do anything you're not 105% sure u want to do.

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hey boy. okay, im seriously hoping you didnt tell every one of these girls that you "loved" i love you. i know that i HATE it when someone says that and doesnt mean it. just every time you want to think that, just say you really like them. if you love someone (reallly love) then it will feel different than all the others, and you'll just know.

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yeah, you can tell her you love her, just make sure she understands how you mean it.

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thanks you guys this helps a lot

anyone else feel free to reply plz

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i recently broke up with the only guy i really care about. he's the only guy i can stand doing anything with for the most part, but when im going out with him i start looking at other guys and wondering what could happen. it's like i dont really want any other guys but it bothers me that if i dont have the option. its just sh*tty because i dont want to be with anyone but him, but im never completely happy with him.... does anyone have this problem and HELP please!

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standing close to him, making suggestive comments, going out of her way to see him, always touching his arm or shirt, etc.

Hey everyone...

I like this guy. he's 2 years older than me. On the phone tonight he goes "You know what I want to do tomorrow? Kiss you" I was really tired so I just said ok. Then, he said he was just kidding, but he would if i wanted him to. I felt like a dumba$$. (Why did he do that?!) B4 that he had just been talking about finding somewhere to be alone with me. I know he likes me, so what the hell?!

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thanks everyone...for those who asked, i write lyrics/poems to let out my emotions and to maybe let others relate to me...

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Thanks everyone...yes i have a tune to go with this song, i just think them up when i make up the words, but i don't really know how to convert the music in my head into notes...

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