I understand that I have no control over what has happened or will happen. My girlfriend and I broke up 1 week ago. She moved to KC from Iowa city, 1.5 years ago. I treated her very badly. I realize that now. we still talk and are good friends. I know in my heart that she and I will get married someday. She moved away because she said she couldnt be the person she wanted to be down here. I understand that, but she also said she needs some space to figure thigs out. I know she and I both need to date other people to know for sure whether she is the one for me, but after one week, she has already started a serious relationship. I am changing my ways, and becoming the person I want to be. I know that I really screwed up. She did nothing but give me her all, and I mistreated her. I know that I can give her everything she needs, and I can and will be the person that she needs in her life. I only want the best for her, and I do want her to be happy, even if it is with this other guy, but I pray for him to screw up, so that I may have another chance to show her my true self. Its gotten to the point where I cant even eat. I have had maybe 5 meals in the last 9 days. And I cant even sleep in my own bed, because the only memories I have in it are of her. I am not sure what response I am looking for, but I would appreciate some words of wisdom form anyone.
