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Aida2

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  1. its all going alright i guess... the whole NC thing is hard but its getting a little easier...
  2. image removed I want this back...
  3. He did say he would wait for me and that he realised he had been really awful and that, well that he always liked me but i never acted like i liked him until he had a girlfriend andhe didnt want to pass up the chance if he might not get it again but he couldnt just dump his girlfriend... this was all in the IM...
  4. My friend was really mean to him about it all but what he said wasnt horrible or mean, and he admited that everything he had done was awful...
  5. Ok… Train station, shower, bus stop, on a bus, shop changing rooms, bath, bike sheds, the parents rooms, school toilets, locker rooms at the football club, his dads office at the club, in the stands at the club, in the reception room at the club, against the goal posts at the club… I’m surprised the security guards never told his dad really…
  6. It was just him telling my friend that he still wanted me to take him back and that he thought I would. more too but I cant remember which bits I posted... but i did take out all of the bad language, so im not sure why it was removed...
  7. The IM was one of my best friends asking him about me, I was on the phone with her for some of it and she was telling me everything he was saying. Yes your are right, I really do feel for him even though he has done some really mean things but i really think he is sorry and I dont think he is just playing around with everyone now. He has left me alone because he knows i dont want him to be hanging round all the time and he even stopped asking all my friends whevever he sees them...
  8. How long until he is sorry enough?
  9. You can be on top, i like to hold onto the bed sheets
  10. So you think I could maybe see him again in a few months? As long as he knew I wasnt taking any of his crap again... No one is telling him anything. He is still asking about me but everyone is refusing to tell him anything and people have told me he is getting really upset...
  11. Well no... after I left the other day he broke it off with her. One of the girls at college told me he took her to one side and said that he thoiught they should end it...
  12. He has been asking people if they know how I am...
  13. But he helped me up, he protected me... what if he let me go without a fight because he finally gave up on me and its only now that I really want him...
  14. He didn’t try and follow me or stop me, he hasn’t called… I feel so awful right now, I really want him to try and contact me or something but he hasn’t and I don’t know why and I want him to. "Also have you been talking to him if you have then is back in power just where he likes being" No, I havent spoken to him at all, not even today.
  15. I got the last two posts just a little too late… It wasn’t like a gang fight, just lots of people wanting to see a fight... she didn’t really hurt me either, just a little bit... Ok, start from beginning. I went to meet her after college and took two of my friends with me, she had two of her friends with her, and then a whole load of people from the school who we both knew and who had heard what was going to happen were also there. One of my friends took over the video to show her and she watched it then she looked really upset, so I went over too with my other friend and she asked me if he really had sent me the video so I told her yes. She asked if what he had told her was true (I assumed she meant that I had slept with him) but that I had ended it and there was no way I wanted him back because of all the things he had done and I didn’t intend to split them up but I did suggest that keep away too because the video wasn’t the only thing he had done. That’s when she got really annoyed with me and threw my phone accross the park, that’s also when she shoved me backwards so I fell over and when he turned up. This is the really weird bit… I’m so confused now… He kind of pulled me back up again and stood in front of me and told his GF that she wasn’t going to hurt me then he told her to go home… When she didn’t move I left because I was going to cry if I didn’t and just let me go...
  16. Ok, he is scaring me... he keeps saying not to go because I will really get hurt...
  17. Its going to be a group thing, thats just how it works. Too many people know about it now so no matter when or where we meet there are going to be other people who will tell other people... We said tomorow and she wanted to meet up in the park, so thats a pretty good indicator that she really does want a fight and not a pleasant chat. He has left me six or seven messages on my phone telling me not to go... he sounds like... really worried
  18. Pepper spray isnt allowed over here, I would get in far more trouble for that than I would for hitting her back.
  19. I think I fell for one of the biggest jerks this life has seen, and the more people tell me hes no good the more I want to stick up for him and the more I want to go back to him, so who knows.
  20. What would you do? I know that if I was her I would probably want to hurt me, especially if I loved him because its easier to blame someone else and she wont want to believe that he really is a bad guy
  21. Call me spoilt, but this is the hardest most horrible thing I have ever had to do. I still really like him, it hasn't faded at all even though I've realised that all the things he did and is still doing are awful and hurtful and I miss talking to him and going out on the weekends with him and all the funny, sweet, weird little things he said all the time. I feel like crap.
  22. I wouldnt be able to stop her, Im like... tiny, but I think she probably will try to hurt me... I deserve it, but dont think im looking forwards to it...
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