LONEWOLF149

I Will never understand a woman you do so many things to please them and it never enough. dont get me wrong they are the fruit and and the core of human existint but sometimes,No all the times they are the reason for altercation and battles.Thats what i dont understand please tell me what is what a woman want from man?

SOMETIMES IT BETTER TO STAY FRIENDS THAN TO START DATING AND HAVEING PSSIONATE SEX I MEET A GIRL AND SHE HAD JUST LOST HER HUSBAND WE BECAME VERY CLOSE IN A PERIOD OF 6 MONTH AFTER HER HUSBAND HAD DIED WE BECAME INTIMATE I HAD LEFT TO BUFFALO AND SHE CAME OVERTHERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND WE HADHOT SEX KNOW DO YOU THINK I WAS WRONG FOR GIVING INTO HER SEDUCTION BECOUSE KNOW IT ALL SCREWD UP THAT WHAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU DATE AND HAVE SEX WHITH YOUR BEST FRIEND KNOW U TELL ME!

I RECENTLY WAS HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 2 1/2 SHE HAD GONE THREW SOME RUFF TIME SINCE LOSING HER HUSBAND IT STARTED OF AS FRIENDS AND ENDED INTO A HOT RELATIONSHIP I LOVE HER BUT I SCREWED UP I NEVER TOLD HER WHAT I BEEN GOING THREW SINCE I LOST MY JOB AND I STARDED DOING DRUG VERY HEAVY I CARED ABOUT HER VERY MUCH A ND I SHOULD HAVE TRUSTED MYSELF TO LET HERE KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN GOING THREW BUT I DIDNT I TOOK MONEY FROM HER WHEN WE WHENT OUT I KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT BUT I WANTED TO GET HIGH AND I DIDNT HAVE ANY MONEY I KNOW THIS IS NO EXCUSE AND IM VERY ASHAME OF MYSELF AND IVE BEEN VERY HARD ON MYSELF TO I LOST MY BEST FRIEND AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND IT HURTS THERE NOT ONE DAY I DONT TRY TO APOLIGIZE TO HER BUT SHE DOESNT WANT TO SPEAK TO ME AND I DONT BLAME HER IM BETTER KNOW AND ITS BEEN A HARD ROAD BUT I FEEL EMPTY WITH OUT HER I WISH SHE KNEW HOW MUCH I HURT AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE WHAT I HAVE DONE BUT I CANT I LIVE WITH THIS FEELING EVERYDAY I WANT HER BACK SO MUCH BUT I KNOW I *** UP PLEASE HELP ME I NEED YOUR ADVISE ON HOW TO WIN HER BACK OR HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS FEELLING OF GUILT AND ASHAMENESS LONEWOLF149