clearing a few things up
yes the pregnancy was accidental
unfortunately she was semi like this before the pregnancy
didn't work consistantly etc.
and i agree the baby comes first
but damn i feel used
i get up at 6:30am head to work
call home to see how she is doing around 11:30 am
to a i am just getting out of bed (we both went to bed at 11)
and i get home
she is sitting on the couch playing on the internet
the place is a mess
i turn on the tv to pardon the interruption
gotta hear crap about "why do we have to watch this ever day?"
i mean honestly can't anything be just OK for me to do
without having to justify it?
i work my butt off to make sure everyting is taken care of
come home do the dishes, take the trash out
and would just like to feel like she cares a bit about making things
a little easier on me by creating less stress by having the place in order
or cooking dinner
i understand being tired with the pregnancy
but 12 hrs of sleep and you are still too tired to puch a vaccum?
or take your dishes from the coffee table to the sink?
i mean maybe i am too insensative to the issue
but i feel like it causes me to pull away from here both physically (less cuddling on the couch) and a little emotionally
because i feel used in the situation
your right she is pregnant so i try not to argue or get her worked up
so i feel like pulling away a bit is the only way to show dissatifaction with how she is not contributing
and yes we have talked about this
she says she understands how i feel and agrees with it
it is just that she doesn't know what will actually make her do it
she says "i know that i want to be doing it, i just don't know how to make myself do it"