ButterflyWrists

I got raped, i was cuffed though, the 1st few times i was tied up, and i could escape

I met mine at my old school in the library, slightly attracted, cause he was shy, and i got his num, only by nicking his phone. he got it back mind, im not that mean. lol. wish i'd seen what he was when i met him though.

Awww! Well we think that there is a person out there for everyone, you are a really friendly person and we are sure that the right one wil come along soon, we luv ya xx

yeah, I've been a very silly girl I've SH'd not my normal way, and it is all my own fault, no one's else's! well this morning was my Ex's fault, and now my cousin knows some of whats happened. . . I'll update soon. . .

i had unwanted sex with my ex 1 week after he dumped me, and its just made his life worse...

honey moon phase:

the phase where everything is brillient, and exotic, its stupid really.

You were together only for 5 months. You didn't even get a chance to end the honeymoon phase and see her whitout rose tinted glasses. I was thinking that you were dating much longer.

 

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honeymoon phase is 2/3/months.

but 5months isnt long. . .

nope, its being friendly, and showing her she always has him if needed.

write her a poem

make her some nice food

and be her little chaffure

ur only 13, ur normally out with friends, he's probably too afraid of 'comitment' give him his space, go out with friends, and let things get back together, don't force them to work out.

ur right you have to leave him. it'll just get worse, i know cause i've been in the same situation, and mine got so much worse. and dont feel threatend by him!!!

if its only for august don't worry, just dont let him use you.

I'm having to see my ex at college start of september, see him about, with other people, him trying to get his new ex back, which will probably fail, and then he'll come crying back to me.

I hope you dont let him get to you too badly. keep up NC even while he is in town.

just leave him. you shouldnt have forgiven him. he isn't worth you. why let him tear u apart? leave him, maybe then he might realise what he is doing. he just thinks he can have everything he wants.

best thing is if they cant live with you is to go to social services and see if the children can live with family?

I'll remember in future not tht it'll happen again

I sowwie i 'stabbed u in the back' cause of my sh

it just that i was feeling really low and i couldn't get to see NDG nor get onto Enotalone. The phone calls helped, but it wasn't the same.

I've attempted 14 times. And some I regretted at the time, and I now regret them all.

huh? I am still too hot???

Erm yeah, I'm at NDG's atm, for a little while. I have been getting NDG to tell me what has been going on.

Well for a week I've stopped SH which I'm really happy about. I've done some of the things recomended as in writting my feelings, exersize and writting poems Oki I'm annoying NDG but yeah, lol.

Oh another thing I've done is totally forgotten the past. There is nothing bad there. I have deleted it from my memory. I'm much more posetive. As before I wanted to become a phycologist, I didn't wanna do it via uni as I didn't feel confident enough cause of the way I was treated in school. But now from help here with my mental growth and confidance boost's from NDG I do feel confident enough to do it the way I'd origonally wanted

Ok about the SH, I didn't want to do it to hurt people, I needed an escape rute I know I chose a very foolish one. But I couldn't use the internet so I was feeling really low and couldn't really reveal my feelings But now it is all getting on track thank god

me nd my mum get alone, exept when she has ago at me for no reason. she's a * * * * * most the time

i know i was being stupid, i didnt mean to hurt NDG, it's just i felt really bad yday. NDG you do help me alot, without you i might not even be here. sorry again. and thanx for the advise. todays a better day

okay, choice of 3 things:

Commiting suicide;

movin out;

living in this hell hole.

Ok my mum has been a * * * * *, she had ago at me for nowt.

Well I told her to get lost and leave me alone.

So now again suicide is on my mind again, this time worse than before.

Now I have no idea what to do.

Moving out would mean living on the streets

Staying here would mean commiting suicide.

Commiting suicide would mean hurting NDG

i cant win eaither way

i've got it in a pm now, it jus sux tht they keep removin it

gah, i dont like teh mods nor anything now

ok, confused, where the bit bout 'Best ever Sex' gone?

She isn't worth you. Leave her to do what she wants. Ignor her, don't let her know how much it is getting to you, she isn't worth your love time and attension.

Go out with your friends, and try and totally forget about her. I know it hurts, and from what you've said I thik she may have just been using you