1. Gender? female
2. Age? almost 16.
3. What do you consider self injury to be? intentionally inflicting pain on yourself.
4. How long have you self injured? on and off for four years.
5. How frequently do you self injure? When it's bad, every night. Other times I can go weeks.
6. Are others aware you do this? Two of my friends.
7. How have others responded to your self injury? Has this been helpful or unhelpful? One empathises with me. The other doesn't say anything. They're both helpful in their own way.
8. Have you ever sought help, medical or otherwise? I went to a counsellor the first time and she helped. I haven't seen one since.
9. How long does a self injury session usually last? How do you feel before, during and after? It's like a pressure building up throughout the day. I get angry and frustrated and then do it, each session lasts about ten minutes. Then I either feel better or hate myself more afterwards.
10. How do you know when it's time to stop a particular session? When I run out of skin, anymore and it would be too noticeable.
11. Are you aware of any labels attached to you as a self injurer? Emo.
12. Is self injury helpful to you? In what way? It allows me to forget everything. Emptying all the problems into slashes, which are easier to deal with.
13. Have you ever lost a therapist because s/he couldn't deal with your self-injury? no.
14. Would you like to give up self injury? Yes and No. Right now I do, I've been clean for 2 weeks.