My boyfriend and I have been together about 2 years and lived together a little more than a year. He was always so in love with me and so great. I never loved him the way he loved me. I'm just not that kind of person. Things ended up turning bad and he cheated twice and I think when that happened I wanted to be with him more than ever. So, I tried to get past it. But I ended up becoming very nasty and mean. I guess because I'm not really big on expressing myself. We lived together for about four more months we didnt even sleep in the same room anymore. About a week ago we talked and decided I was going to move out. I guess it was more on his part than mine. He was really mean after that and that's not really like him. Thursday were on the phone and he comes over that night. Friday I went to our old place to pack and I ended up spending the night with him. Saturday He helped me move out and saturday night he ends up sleeping at my place. Sunday he ends up spending the night with me and we decide maybe we'll try to work things out. Then on monday he's telling me he's not sure. Then he showes up monday night and loves me and wants to work things out. Our whole relationship I've been in charge of everything. I always thought he was lucky to have me and I treated him like crap. Now today is Tuesday and my head is all messed up about this. We have never been happier and the sex is great but we broke up. I still want to be with him I just dont want to live with him. I feel so weak and that's not me. I love him more now than I ever did when we were together. I hate that's I'm even on this site lol ... I just need to understand. He's back to loving me and I'm sure I love him but I feel like maybe he doesn't know what he wants.....
We've spent more time with each other broken up then we did when we were together
I'm just hurting so much and have no clue what to do.
