blackcadillacgh

Ok, hi ppl It's me again,agh, I just got up right now, dunno how many mins I had been unconscious, and I just turned my comp and well I'm here writing while my head still hurting and there is dried blood on the floor, think my nose is broken too, I dunno. She was just here at my house just about like 6 hours ago. Everything was okay until she stroke again, but thing is she got silent and suddently kick me so hard in the balls, the hardest blow ever, it was enough for me to lower myself, it hurt alot and she wouldn't stop. I got smash against the wall, but not my head this time, it was my face, I lost balance and fell. The last thing I can recall before fainting was my head smash face down on the floor so hard and getting punch. The whole time it felt like a guy was hitting me. Right now it's my nose and head that's hurting also think I have a cut on my left upper eyebrow. I'm definitely gonna break up, this isn't wut normal people do in a relation, this isn't wut my parents did, I never saw anyone in my family hit each other, I'm not use to this. I'm been about reporting this to authorities, should I, will they believe me? I'm gonna have stiches as well too, well I'm gonna go now. Just can't believe this, just a few days ago, she say to was sorry and it wans't gonna happen again, yet it happen again and a lot worst that I dunno, if I'm to stay, one of this days, she would be capable of actually grabbing a knive.

Hi all, how u all doing Me, not so good, trying to figure out what went wrong again, I dunno what did I do or say that made my gal so upset, she took it on me again. I ask her what did I do this time to plz tell me, all the answer I got is cuz I deserve to be hit and that if it's all my fault if she gets upset. I think this is the fourth time in our 2 yrs relation, so I left, drove home trying to figure what could have possibly offended her, but I find nothing. It was just an old love song I was listening at her house yesterday, then she goes on saying that I must be thinking of another woman, she was like "So I'm not good enought for you, ain't I", I should have known it * * * * * * *", then there it went again, got shoved so hard it even felt like a guy was hitting me, my head hit the wall, lost balance falling on the floor. Then just a few hours ago today, she just call and say she didn't mean to, that she's really sorry and that it'll be the last time, but I dunno. She can be sweet and then suddenly be mean again. One time she told me, I was the guy she loved and had all the qualities, but if that's true, then why all that anger on me? I never did her wrong, I dunno, if I was a drunkard alcoholic then ok, but I'm not, I never cheated either, nor say bad words, nor hit. Yet, I dunno why I still feel like maybe I'm doing something wrong, maybe I'm lacking something. I don't think she ever got abuse, if so she would have say it and she gets along well with her parents and family, friends, even with my folks, off course I never told them about it. It's interesting how she can get along so well and not with me, yet I dunno why do I still love her.